Letting go...

Remind me again why I'm wasting my time on you? oh ya... Maybe it's because everytime i see you chills invade my entire body and make me feel as if my entire being has been lifted, or maybe its because i can't drive away when i see you in the distance, even though i know you dont want me in your sight, or maybe just maybe it's because your everything i could EVER ask for stuffed into one human beings body. Baby:( you really are. Thats today, but tommorow will be different, I already know this...today your my baby. Tommorow your that guy im begging to want me...to call me? text me? What did i ever do to you but give you my unconditional trust and care. Am i really this pathetic? that I can't let go of a guy that can look me in my face and tell me that his heart doesn't belong to me, nor does he want to let me have it. Lord why? strike me with lightning! anything Lord, to be able to let go of stupid guys that easily take my heart play with it in whichever way they want and then just as simply as they found me they throw me away. Garbage. that's what that's called. that's what i am to them. and you know what? i can accept that, because one man's trash is another man's treasure. And i know one day i will be someone's princess, with the help of God and my bestestestestest friend:) everything will be okay, and i know that. Thank you God. Thank you very much!:) Goodnight people:)